facefuck

Are you spending the weekend with the last person you kissed?
T'was meant to.

If you could, would you hookup with the last person you texted?
NO.lol sorry annika ;)

What if your boyfriend/ girlfriend went through your cellphone?
I haven't got a boyfriend.

Would you have sex with the 5th person on your contacts?
I don't do girls pal.

Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours?
My girlfriend, Sarah Coyle ;)

Do you hate the last male you had a conversation with?
Simon does my head in a larl bit but i don't hate him :) haha

Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them in a car?
No

Are you nice to everyone?
No. LOL

Is it possible to be single and happy?
Yes,

Is it easy for people to make you cry?
Depends who the person was.

Are you happy with the way things are going?
I was, we'll see. I'm trying to stay positive though :)

Do you have trust issues?
No. I trust too easily.

Do you change your phone background a lot?
Nah Pal

Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
Fuck yes....

Are you listening to any music?
Kate Fucking Nash :)

Last awkward moment?
Saturday night- The awkwardness when lesley talks without permission (private joke pal)

Who was the last person to tell you that they love you, other than family?
Paris me thinks :)

Did you sleep alone last night?
No, My girlfriend spooned me all night like :P

Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
Yeah pal

Is there someone you just can't imagine your life without?
No.....is that bad? Yeah that sounds dead bad, i've been let down a lot in my life like, so i've learnt to only rely on myself really.

Has anyone said you have changed lately?
Yes, but only in a physical sense coz i used to be dead fat like LOL

Does the song you're listening to remind you of anyone?
Nope, this song reminds me of being 17 though :)

Wanna talk to someone you haven't talked to in a while?
Yes please

Did you have any unread texts when you woke up?
Yep

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Oh course

Besides you, who knows your myspace password?
No-one

Do you think things will change in the next 3 months?
Maybe...Probably...Hopefully

Waiting for something?
Yes pal

Will you have a boyfriend/ girlfriend in 6 months?
Who knows...

Have you ever slept in the same bed with anyone on your top friends?
Top friends?, I've slept in the same bed as quite a lot of friends.

Does anyone regularly - other than family - tell you they love you?
My pals are my family, does that count?

Do you want to see somebody right now?
Again, Yes please :)

Are you happy?
=/.....i haven't been 'happy' in a while

Wouldn't it be kinda annoying to have to share a bed every night?
Nope, i like cuddles :)

Can you really keep a secret?
Not really. If it's proper important then yes stupid ones like so and so fucked so and so...NO lol

Don't you just love waking up to good morning texts?
Makes my day :)

Who's the last person you talked to about sex?
Smith me thinks

Are you stubborn?
Yes

Who was the last person you were on a bed with?
Coyle & Simon

Do you tend to hold a grudges?
Yep

Whats something that bothers you about girls?
Being Fake.

Has anyone called you perfect before?
Yeah but they were wrong lol

What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
erm???? lol

Wheres the last place you went?
Concrete Pal

Have you ever been told you were amazing?
All the time ;).

When was the last time you said you were fine and really weren't?
Today.

Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
Not really, you can't help who you like.

Has anything upset you in the last week?
Yep

Fake Smiles & Fake Promises

i've learnt a lot about myself this year...and it's only fucking MAY like =/

some of it good,
some of it bad
and some of it fucking ugly...

I'm sick and tried of being hurt,
Sick to death of being lied to,
hate the fact i get used as a fucking door mat.

I thank god for my friends every day because, without their support i probably wouldn't be sitting here right now.

Though their are the 'friends' who are your 'friend' when they need something or want to nosey into your personal life.

You also have the 'friends' who not matter what CAN'T be happy for you.

Unfortunatley i've experienced that in the past couple of months.

Friends get jealous and therefore get bitter.

And therefore can't be happy for.

JEALOUSY.

Apparently i have a sign on my head saying 'I LIKE TWATS'

iSeem to attract absolute dick heads into my life and in all honesty i am fucking sick of it.

Is it too much to ask for a nice boy?

Is it too much to ask not to get fucked over by a guy?

Since moving to carlisle i've been treated like shit by men.

FUCK IT.

no more.

I want a nice boy please :)

p.s.

i want my best friend back

i can't seem to get you out of my head <3

Relapse

What a twat.

I did it again.

&&

Once again i fell shit afterwards.

Old Habits Die Hard.

red contacts & contemporary bruises..

Uni 2009 (Year 2)

Busy Busy Busy

I haven't even had the time to have a proper catch up with my best friends muchless time to BLOG!!

I've only been back at uni for about 2 months and i've already had SOOO much on...

I've just completed 5 weeks of intensive (9-5) drama rehearsals which ended in 3 performances of commedia dell arte

commedia dell arte in a nut shell for all you non performing arts people**

(commedia dell arte is basically panto using masks)

to be completly honest i didn't really enjoy it because its really not my fortay but we did have an awesome piece to show at the end of it...

I've also been directing a 20 minute drama performance which will be showed and assessed next week (shitting it considering i haven't had much time to rehearse with my actors =/)

I also have my drama essay to START AND my directing portfolio to be completed in less than 3 weeks time =/ FML

On top of that i'm in one 3rd year drama show and two 3rd year dance shows and have just this week started my 6 week dance intensive which will lead up to a final performance at the end of the month.

So yeah.


I've got a LOADD on aha but once thats all over and done with i'm basically off uni untill february!!

I'm also WELLLLLLLLL looking forward to enter shikari in february in glasgow :)

it's going to be A MAZINGG >_<

i'll leave it at that for the time being because i've gotta do some sit ups and press ups before bedtime..

found out today i may have to perform in my dance piece in a bra and hot pants HAHA

the diet & gymming starts NOWWWWWW

iloveyouokaythanksbye xo

p.s. Halloween was AMAZINGGGGG

p.p.s the week before even more so :P

p.p.p.s here's a couple of pictures to some up the past 2 months :)



**the wife & myself....freshers times ;]



**when laura came to carlisle




** we met gilly from hollyoaks...i wasn't impressed...



**before olio <3



**during olio <3




**after olio <3 best night of my life lol




**commedia & that






**i looked hot this halloween ;]

why
Why
WHY
FUCKING WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

this always fucking happens to me

have i got TWAT tattooed on my forehead

guys think they can treat me like shit

walk all over me

lie to me

tell me that they care

and then fuck me over!

i'm sick of it!

i'm actually sick of it

i wanna leave

i left LEICESTER and that hasn't fucking helped

i need to leave the

city

country

universe

planet

i have no hope in men whatsoever

whenever i'm happy its gets blown to SHITE

:'(

FUCK MY ACTUAL LIFE.....

i'm drunk

i need sleep...

i have a lecture in 6 hours

BAD FUCKING TIMES...

i'll blog more tomorrow...

hopefully i won't dream of him tonight.