why
Why
WHY
FUCKING WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

this always fucking happens to me

have i got TWAT tattooed on my forehead

guys think they can treat me like shit

walk all over me

lie to me

tell me that they care

and then fuck me over!

i'm sick of it!

i'm actually sick of it

i wanna leave

i left LEICESTER and that hasn't fucking helped

i need to leave the

city

country

universe

planet

i have no hope in men whatsoever

whenever i'm happy its gets blown to SHITE

:'(

FUCK MY ACTUAL LIFE.....

i'm drunk

i need sleep...

i have a lecture in 6 hours

BAD FUCKING TIMES...

i'll blog more tomorrow...

hopefully i won't dream of him tonight.

Autobiography

1. What is your full name?
Vanessa Paige Summers

2.What are you doing with your life?
I study Dance & Drama Performance at the University of Cumbia & i'm about to go into my 2nd Year.

3.What is your current problem?
Money & Boys

4.What makes you happy most?
Simple Things.

5.What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
I'm Watching 'Planet Terror' With Alastair if that counts?

6. Any celeb you would marry?
Travis Mccoy yes please :)

7. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
Leeanne

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
Not a LARGE audience

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Lol yeah funny you should ask, last night i got told i looked like 'the fit one from eastenders' LOL also.... from skins :/ and since i've had hair extensions people say i look like rochelle wiseman from the saturdays :/

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
Disney Movies are awesome :)

11. Do you speak any languages?
English

12. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away?
Yes

13.Do you ever watch MTV?
When i can considering i'm a student and don't watch tv LOL

14. What's something that really annoys you?
Back Stabbers, Liers, Manipulative People, Two Faced People & Fake Friends.

Chapter 1:
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1. Middle names:
Paige

2. Nickname(s):
Venzzzzzzzzzzzzzz,Venz,Venzie,V,Banessa

3. Current location:
In My Living Room

4. Eye color:
Brown


Chapter 2:
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1. Do you live with your parents?
Nope

2. Do you get along with your parent(s):
N/A

3. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
N/A

4. Do you have any Siblings?:
2 Younger Brothers


Chapter 3: Favorites
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1. Ice Cream:
Cookie Dough :) nom nom

2. Season:
Summer

3. Shampoo/conditioner:
Dark & Lovely ;)


Chapter 4: Do You..
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1. Dance in the shower?
Haha Indeeddddd

2. Do you write on your hand?
Not Anymore

3. Call people back:
If i Can Be Bothered :p

4. Believe in love:
I'm Not Sure...

6. Any bad habits?
Smoking, Spending money i haven't got & Getting Attached to Easly

Chapter 5: Have You..
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1. Broken a bone:
Nope

2. Sprained stuff:
My Wrist

3. Had physical therapy:
No

4. Gotten stiches:
No

5. Taken painkillers:
Yes

6. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling:
Not Yet

7. Been stung by a bee:
LOL Yes BAD TIMES i deserved it considering me & my brother we're wacking a bee's nest with a bat LOL

8. Thrown up at the dentist:
No

9. Sworn in front of your parents:
Yes

10. Had detention?
lol Yee i was a right bad ass :)

11. Been called a hoe:
Yep....


Chaper 6: Who/What was the last...
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1. Movie(s):
Planet Terror

2. Person to text you:
My Wife

3. Person you called:
My Wife

4. Person you hugged:
Smith Maybe?

5. Person you tackled:
Can't Remember :P

6. Person you talked to on IM?
Stefan

7. Thing you touched?
Keyboard

8. Thing you ate?
Tuna & Sweetcorn Pasta Bake....(Carb Overload =/)

9. Thing you drank:
Green Tea

10. Thing you said:
Ewwwwwwwww


Chaper 7: Future
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1. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Living in London or The States doing a postgrad in Dance/Acting or Something along those lines....

2. 10 years?
Living in New York or LA doing what i love best :)

3. In 50 years?
Will i Still Be Alive?

4. Where do you hope to live?
London, New York or LA

5. Do you want to be famous?
i'd like to be Successful

6. Do you want children? Or maybe animals?
Lots & Lots of Children Please :) && Kitty :)

8. Will you have plastic surgery?
Maybe

Photography <3

When i started this blog i vowed not to neglect it like i have done in the past....but my laptop decided to be a CUNT && stop working o_O .

But it's all good now though because i've had him (Derek the Dell) repaired:)

but now i have him back i have no motivation to write..

hmmm..

where to start???

i guess i'll start from the weekend before i went back to uni :)

That weekend has been one of the BEST weekends i've had in a very long time.
Simon came out with Laura,Wingz,Paris && I over the weekend,
we ended up going Quebec, Superfly && SOPHBECK<3>_< ANYWAYS

i've been back in Carlisle for 2 weeks now && i finally enrol back tomorrow!! I've basically spent the past two weeks wearing a green fresher's helper t-shirt showing the freshers how to party in Carlisle lol. i must admit the first week of freshers this year is absolute shite compared to last year...but tbf last year my year group were the freshers ;] the past two weeks have just been spent:

• Moving into my AMAZING new house xD
• Getting Wasted
• Getting Pissed
• Trashing My Room (this is a longggg story LMAO)
• Having Laura Dee Up to Visit For a Couple of Days :)

The past two weeks have been well hectic but once i start back at uni && such i'll be blogging a lot more :)

xoxo